I continue to struggle. I continue praying for answers and relief. I’m told told when God closes one door another one opens, I think He dead bolted them all on me. I’m struggling hearing Him. I’m struggling to find meaning and purpose. I was told the other day maybe it’s time to accept your situation and realize this is how life is going to be. I can’t accept it, I know God wants more for me, but most of all more from me.
Hope keeps me going and my faith fuels that hope.